看了南方都市报博客版的“按摩女手记”，我心里的愧疚感，更强烈了。

之所以歉疚，是因为我想起了自己曾经犯过的一个错误。那是今年4月，非常疲倦并且因为刚挨了老板责骂、心里窝火的我，到斗门的一家按摩店，想松一下筋骨。因为是第一次到这家店，没有熟悉的按摩师，所以，老板帮我挑了一名个头瘦小的女孩。 女孩低着头，跟了过来。看着她紧紧皱着眉头，我能感觉到她心中的不快，我以为，她可能是讨厌我，不想为我服务吧，心里的火就更大了，暗想：你不过是个按摩女，有什么好拽的？ 我往按摩床上一躺，就开始说自己这儿疼，那儿痛，把那个女孩指挥得手忙脚乱，同时，不是嫌她用力过轻，就是嫌她用力太猛。过了一会儿，女孩的额头便渗出了汗珠，我还在大声嚷嚷着。 这时，女孩嘟囔了一句：“你怎么这么难伺候呀？”我一听，顿时火冒三丈，好像所有的愤怒都倾泻出来，除了骂她很多难听的话之外，还大声地把老板喊了过来，斥问他们怎么招了这么一个按摩女。老板连声赔不是，又恶狠狠地把那个女孩批了一顿，然后扔下一句话：“扣你半个月的薪水，作为惩罚！”

看到这个阵势，我也不好说什么了，继续接受女孩为我按摩。 oyeypjwyc1208 片刻，我感觉脖子上有凉凉的感觉。定睛一看，那个女孩，紧咬着嘴唇，脸上已经挂满了泪珠。她强忍着不发出声音，可能因为泪水模糊了她的视线，她的双手没有目标地在我的身上挪动着。 看到这样的场面，我的心一下子揪了起来。当时就为自己先前的举动而后悔起来。但是碍于面子，我什么话也没说。片刻，就起身付钱，离开了。 又过了几天，我心里的忐忑仍然未消。于是，再次来到这家店里。这次，老板又帮我叫了另外的一名女孩。我小声问她：上次那个女孩呢？对方回答：已经辞职走了。 听了这样的消息，我的心一下子变沉。后来通过了解得知，那天女孩一开始就脸色不好，是因为她当天接到了老家妈妈生病的消息。而我，居然就误解她了，还把她当作自己的出气筒。 看了“按摩女手记”，通过君君的自述，让我对这个行业，以及那些女孩们，又多了很多了解和理解，更增加了心中的不安。 我很想对那个女孩说声对不起。可是，我已经永远失去了这样的机会。因为我不知道她姓什么，更不知道这个被我伤害过的女孩现在身处何方……

(来源：escort service guangzhou) Let me even more ashamed of massagers Notes from

Read the Southern Metropolis Daily blog version of "Notes from massagers," my heart with feelings of guilt, but also stronger. Reason apologetic because I am reminded of what they have committed an error. That was in April of this year, very tired and because the boss had just endure verbal abuse, Wohuo my heart, to the sluice gate of a massage parlors, would like to look at their muscles loose. Because it is the first time to this store, there is no familiar with massage, so the boss to help me pick a tall, thin girl. Girls head down and took over. Looking at her escort girl guangzhou closely, frowning, I could feel her heart's unhappy, I thought, she may hate me, do not want to work for me for it, heart of the fire is even greater, and thought: you are nothing but a massagers, What is a good pull it? I went to a massage bed, lie down, they begin to say that they here, pain, where pain, to command the girl was running around in circles at the same time, not too forcefully that she was too light, that is, she was forced too fast too. After a child, the girl's forehead will exudation of sweat, I was loudly clamored.

At this time, the girl muttering the phrase: "how do you so Nansi Hou way?" When I heard, suddenly furious, as if all of the anger was poured out, in addition to accused her of a lot of nasty words, he also shouted loudly to the boss over, Stating asked how they move so a massagers. The boss he kept apologize, but also the girl groups of the evil Henhendiba meal, and then dropped a word: "you have half a month's salary deduction as a punishment!" oyeypjwyc1208 See this battle, I do not it say anything, and continue to receive massage girl for me. A moment, I feel there are cool neck feeling. Often billed as a look, that girl, bite the lips, his face had been covered with tears. She did not tolerate the sound, probably because the tears blurred her vision, her hands are not targeted on my body moving forward. To see such a scene, my heart suddenly pulling up. At that time, for his earlier actions and escort girls guangzhou regret them. However, because of the face, I 什么话也没 said. Moment, we got up to pay, and left. A few days later, is still ill at ease in my heart disappeared. So, once again came to this store. This time, the boss called me again the other a girl. I quietly asked her: At the last that girls? The response: has resigned and left. After listening to this news, my heart suddenly changed Shen. Later, through an understanding of that, the day began face a bad girl, because she was sick that day my mother received the news of home. And I, actually the misunderstood her, and also her as their punching bag. Read "Notes from massagers", by Jun-Jun readme, let me right this industry, as well as those girls, and there are a lot of knowledge and understanding, but also increased the hearts of anxiety. I would like to say sorry for that girl. However, I have forever lost that opportunity. Because I do not know what her surname, but do not know whom I have hurt the girl now in where ... ...